Hey there Readers.
The more and more I promise to keep you all to date the more I realize that my life gets crazier and crazier. But the important thing is that I’m here keeping you up to date now. Recently I have been going through some tough situations, but when you surround yourself with a great supportive system then you can get through anything. My friends and family have been everything this past month. I found out just a couple of weeks that my cousin was shot to death in Mexico.
Loosing a family member is something that I wish that no person goes through. It has been one of the hardest things that I have had to face. My friends and family have made this process easier but it still hurts. My cousin was not just a cousin he was my brother. I am the oldest of three and I always wanted brothers, but I was blessed with sisters. There are things in this world that we will never be able to understand and one of them is all the hate. My cousin was killed by members of the Cartel.
The Mexican government went and ran a story in the paper stating that my cousin was involved with the Cartel. This story was false and it has not only put my family in distraught but it has also tainted my family name. My cousin was a musician. He had a band. He loved music. He was a good kid inside and out and he loved his family and friends. My cousin didn’t deserve to die but all things happen for a reason. I am a strong believer in that. We may not ever be able to understand that but eventually we need accept that our loved ones who have passed have gone to a better place.
If anything the death of my cousin has made me look at life in a different way. I have always been a meek person. Even though here on my blog I seem to speak my mind in reality I hold my tongue in situations. I don’t want to be that person anymore. I want to be able to be honest with the people that are in my life. I don’t want to wake and think “What if?” anymore. I’ve done that for most of my life and its tiring and unnecessary. Do things that you have always been scared to do because you never what can happen that day or the next! Live your life to the fullest and have no regrets! Be filled with love and share your love with the world and with people. Be the best person as possible. Whether you believe in heaven or not always know that the people who have passed have gone off to a better place. And however you deal with the grief just always know that it will get better and you will get through it. You just have to believe it. Thank you for always listening, take care, and share the love.